- Thu Dec 10, 2015 5:59:44 am
#8090
Jeff Probst wrote:Final 4!!!
Let me know your plans going into the challenge tomorrow and what your ideal outcome is in terms of the vote. Reflecting on the season, how have you grown as a player and what do you wish you had done differently? Is there enough time to corerct that in the next few days? What do you need to do to prove to the jury that you deserve to win over the other three?
It's been such a long journey.
OK now let me just say that I DESPISE THE JURY RIGHT NOW. It's actually kind of funny. In the other ORG I'm playing in, I guess I'm the OTTP person who needs to be booted at the Final 4. In this game, I'm apparently the scum of the Earth.
But seriously, I have no idea what I did to make them so mad. They all thought I was gonna roll over and die, and when I didn't, they decide to throw tantrums about it. IT'S SO STUPID! I WANNA GRAB A MACHETE AND JUMP INTO THE BLEACHERS AND SLAUGHTER THEM ALL!!!!!!
Actually, it was their EXTREMELY AGGRESSIVE SMILIES that put me over the edge into voting Flicka.
Anything Flicka said:
Anything I say:
I know I'm not gonna win, so I'm just gonna embrace this. Hit me with your best shot, psychos.
Anyway, this season, I've learned the importance of having a strong start. See, I wanted to play more UTR at the start, because I didn't want to be an early boot AGAIN. However, that made everyone perceive me as a nonthreat. And THEN, when the merge rolled along and I actually started struttin' mah stuff, everyone hates me for it because JENNA IS JUST A LOSER WHO SHOULDN'T BE DOING THIS!
Like, I get it. I've betrayed a lot of people. But none with malice, and they know that. Yet they all act like I'm some horrible abomination for bettering my position in the game. It's sickening.
But I'm learning to love it. Like Abi says, "Villains have more fun."
But I guess I'm not really a villian, just a blob that everyone despises.
But it's not over till it's over. Obviously, whichever of Mookie or Sugar doesn't win immunity is going home, this time for real. I actually am almost starting to think I have a better chance against Sophie. She has a few locked votes, but also a ton of hate, just like me! Hooray!
Fortunately, I don't have to make that decision; the immunity challenge will do it for me. Unless...I win?
Talk about that for a blindside.
But yeah, I ain't groveling to these people. I'm gonna sincerely apologize, but I'll tell them I did what I had to do. I don't care whether they vote for me or not; I don't have time for grumps.
By the way, this season has been a blast, so thanks to all you producers for letting me be a part of it.
(Even though you probably regret your decision.)